I might be biting off more than I can chew
Ranting..
I work two jobs, go to college full time, and I’m in a relationship. Five days a week, I drive an hour and a half to go to school. After classes, and usually five to six days of the week I go to work. I work late every night, while Thursday through Saturday night I am closing at the one job, which means I get out around one in the morning.
This leaves me with very little free time for studying and my girlfriend. I study in between classes when I can, which also leaves no time for physical exercise required for my fitness class. I’ll be lucky if I see my girlfriend this Sunday night. Also, her cell phone has been broken for a while now, and works every now and then. This is basically the only way we have to communicate most of the time. So most days, I don’t get to talk to her hardly all day.
Because of all this, I’m getting very stressed out and this is very unhealthy. I am more depressed now, and I am taking things personally when I shouldn’t be. I snapped on my girlfriend because I assumed something before I stopped to think about it, only because I haven’t seen her the last couple days and all I could think about was how much I missed her. So when the first thing I see on facebook is something that upsets me, I reacted right away.
For the record, I’m also not getting enough sleep and I’m not eating properly or in portions. I get home late, then go straight to bed, then wake up and go straight to school, then straight to work from there. Almost everyday. This means I’m skipping meals, especially breakfast, and I’m eating mostly fast food since I haven’t been home to even see my family most days of every week. I am constantly on the go. I just have too much stress right now. It’s almost too much to handle.
