This is becoming a personal blog…
Tonight I worked until 12:30am, and earlier my girl friend texted me saying she was going for wings with a bunch of our friends. I was already having a bad day at work, and that just made it so much worse. I know this is probably what I get for trying to manage two jobs and college all at once, everyone seems to have more fun than I do. Tomorrow is the first day I have off all week, my sleep schedule has gone through a major loop, and yet I still have my graduation to attend tomorrow. I’m hoping to go to a party with my girlfriend tomorrow night, or at least see her afterwards. She’s been to about 3 or 4 parties already without me, because most of the time I’m working on those nights. It makes me feel weird too how she’s always doing stuff I may not know about. I trust her though. I just still get those feelings.
There’s also this guy, who is a friend to both of us, which I feel really uneasy when they do stuff together. He used to like her for the longest time, and I have this feeling he still does. I don’t know if she has liked him. Or if she does. However they they do a lot of stuff together, or it seems that way. They had a 3 hour Skype conversation just the other week, where I haven’t even talked to her on the phone before… That makes me feel very weird. I’m probably getting myself worked up over nothing. Like I said, I trust her. Though the last relationship I trusted my girlfriend hanging out with my “friend” they ended up cheating on me and ruining my life for half a year. I guess that’d be why I’m feeling this way. I’m afraid it will happen again.
